Broken_mortal_soul's Xanga

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:22:42 GMT

I drew a picture of my friend liz, shes very gorgeous

it doesnt do her justice tho

and my brother has been boasting about my muscles, and know onw believes him, wonder y?

but he asked me to take a pic of my muscles so here it is............

mehhhh

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 05:07:07 GMT

im very happy right now

play went VERY well

although i nearly forgot my lines looking at my pretty friend in the crowd

teehee

i had a really good night, but alot of things r on my mind, not bad just .........things

-Sketch

Monday, November 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 19:46:59 GMT

I hav found out that my friend is ok, but I will not say anymore

I just want to say Im here for anyone that needs a hand

Im here

-Sketch

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:44:58 GMT

I just found out something REALLY bad just happened to a VERY good friend of mine

y does everything happen to my good friends?

I cant keep taking this

It hurts me REALLY bad

and......Im scared

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 03:26:30 GMT

well well, I have been tagged; "Ten Things that make me Less Miserable"

this is a hard one

1. my friends (above all)

2. Acting and drama

3. drawing (to some degree)

4. writng songs

5. Singing

6. helping people

7. Vanessa (shes closer then a friend, shes my greatest friend)

8. wearing strange clothes

9.showing off

10. being weird like walking into posts, yea............

well yeah, thats that

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 17:17:46 GMT

GUESS WHAT???

I finally hav a picture of my halloween costume!!!!!

A DRESS AND TIGHTS!!!!

AND..............

I hav a picture of.......

JESUS CHRIST ON A POGO STICK!!!!

COMMENTS!!!!!!!please

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 22:30:57 GMT

Life is very hard right now

i dont know how to live

dont know how to deal with it all

although in this time, my family has rushed to my side

and I know that theyre trying to understand

and Im VERY grateful for what theyve done

Im too weak

and these words keep echoing in my head

"Its too late"

that is my GREATEST fear

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:52:15 GMT

Im REalLY bored right now and Im grounded so..........

fill this out if u please

kina stupid...... but hey........Im bored

1.Have we kissed?:

2. Do you want to?:

3. What would you like our relationship to be?:

4. Have we dated?:

5. Did you like it?:

6. Do you want to date?:

7. Are we close friends?:

8. Would you be here if I needed you?:

9. Are you attracted to me?:

10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:

11. Do you love me?:

Appearance

Do you like my-

12. Face?:

13. Eyes?:

14. Lips?:

15. Body?:

16. Arms?:

17. Legs?:

18. Clothes?:

19. ass?:

20. Hands?:

21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. sexy?:

23. Beautiful?:

24. Hot?:

25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-

26. Crazy?:

27. Nice?:

28. Fun to be around?:

29. Funny?:

30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:

32. Spend a weekend with me?:

33. Alone?:

34. Hook up with me?:

35: Do me?:

36. Care if I ran away?:

37. Care if I died?:

38. Miss me if I left?:

39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:

41. You found out I was missing?:

42. You found out I was in the hospital?:

43. You found out I was dead?:

44. I cried?:

45. I asked you for help?:

46. I told you I loved you?:

47. I told you I hated you?:

48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:

49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:

51. Wanted to see me?:

52. Wanted to chill with me?:

53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:

54. Wanted to spend alone time with me?:

55. Wanted to get to know me better?:

56. Thought about me?:

57. Missed me?:

58. Wanted me?:

59. Seen me?:

60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?

62. Hugged you?

63. Told you I loved you?:

64. Made you happy?:

65. Made you sad?:

66. Made you angry?:

67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 00:14:28 GMT

Cold fangs

Peircing vains

lustfully cold

facelessly old

Not my choice to kill

Not my choice to live alone

Alone alone alone

Sinking teeth

Warmthing blood

For the blood Ill never have

To cold to live alone

I have to live alone

Forced to live alone

Life taken away

Replaced by blood of prey

temporary life

Forced to feed

Not alive

Worse then dead

porcelain face

Hollow heart

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:45:19 GMT

Im mortal

Im human

I love, yes

But I hate

And I dont see why you see me as some god

Im no better

Then these fetters

That tie me to the world of selfish crime

And I dont see how you see me as some God